we are pulling eachother farther appart. farther and farther we go away from eachother changing from what the other person is used too. we dont have our friendship anymore. we are being pulled appart from eachother and some of me is ok with that. i alway ssay let things take their course. we arent telling eachother everything as we found out today and that sucks for both of us. you say we should go down our own trail and if they end up together (which they wont) then great but if they dont, then we have made our own decision and thats what happens. i added that last part in but it was implied in our conversation. i wish there was a way that i could essentially be with her in the future and you and i and her stil remain friends. thats what i really want, it wont happen, but i wish it could. when you tell me about the trevor things and what he tells you, it at first makes me think "well if im going to ask her out soon i better do it!" but then i start thinking about it and how it is something i want but its also not something i want to force, it will come in time if time allows. then i start getting weird and thinking that i should leave you to trevor and hopefully that works out because so far, he has made you happier than i am and all i have ever told you is anything for you to be happy, although i do everything but that.
we are moving appart and hopefully its an orbit that will take us back around to eachother but i really doubt that unless something changes. ya know go to him and ill forget about you. thats one of the options. i dont need it and apparently you two are really attracted to eachother so go for it.
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