Thursday, February 11, 2010

restraint

changing ones casual expectations, moods, behaviors, actions, thoughts, or words for the betterment of ones self.

a situation has come forth when normally i would act a certain way towards it, but! since i am trying to change, i will act as if i dont care for the betterment of ones self. im a good faker. but no one needs to know that.

some of me has to fake that reaction i gave you while other parts of me are saying YAY! go out with him already. go right now gogo!

i dont know, only the future, my increasing blood pressure, chills through my body, and thoughts can tell.

i hope it works out!

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