do not forget me she says. do not forget

let me just start out by replying to your post.

you have come in and left, and come back into my life over and over again. its something that is... was somewhat expected with you. something i dont like what so ever. you can not change what position you hold in my life what so ever. that is something that will come at my own terms. i love you too, as i said while intoxicated, but i dont love you as you love me. its funny, when you brought up that movie. i remember seeing that scene and looking at the TV screen that was showing the thing that would show you what you want.... well, i thought i saw me having a girlfriend that i loved and that loved me, along with friends that were by my side no matter who i was dating or what not. well, your one of those friends. people dont see how close we are but its because they dont know. you were right, that thing does make peopel close. that night when we were laying together, i felt closer with you than i ever have. not that i wanted you as a girlfriend, but as a friend. im finding that my "pool" of friends is getting bigger. its sad at the same time because some of these people that im really good friends with, our friendship is based off of feelings comming from one side or the other. with you, they are comming form you, with the other girl they are comming from her, with the other other girl they are comming from me. now what if these feelings stopped comming from one side or the other? would the friendships remain the same? i know right away that one of them will changeand that one of them will stay the same. what about the 3rd one though?

i dont want that one to change, but we have not been friends long enough to really know that.

it makes me sad to think that you think that i would actually forget you. i told you that i will protect you as long as you let me and i will not forget you as long as you dont forget me in the process. i wasnt lieing, or over exaggerating. i do not lie when i say stuff like that. i will always be here, even if we drift apart, i will always be here.

one thing i have always liked about you that i cant stand with other people is how you still have feelings, but you remain a friend, and you act like a friend to me. you really can act like a friend. you can be a friend. that is awesome that you arent so stubborn to the point in which you dont think you can be friends with me because of your feelings for me. i love that about you. good job =]. i know you say you do not want to, but we definitely need to dowhat we did again. it made us closer and it was one of the greatest nights EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. K?

goodnight. and hopefully next time you see that scene with the mirror, youllsee what i see =] but i cant change you, although you say i have, so be yourself, transpire into the worman that will be.

your the best!

tiny dancer in my headddd!