who knows, maybe its me that just isnt right with girls right now. i used to never have problems what so ever. that i was always a good pick. i think that maybe it has to do with my emotional state that is the reason for my lack of "nibbles". there has been one girl that i have gone after that it has worked out but for the time being, that is put to the side. but anyone else it just doesnt work. why? i have never had these problems. have i changed that much? i guess i would be the only one thatcould tell you that.
it seems that the girls i want dont want me or visaversa ugh life blows. but right now im on a life time high. things are going great. people i havent talked to in years are talking to me. football is going good, me and bradley are kinda on good terms as far as this conversation goes, chloe is doing better than normal, carly is making me laugh, jamie just said hi and i havent seen her in forever, jake is being really nice and we are going to go hang out at 9 am on saturday morning to practice throwing with eachother, lauren is bugging me though. she wont shut up. and danit was dumb. she gave me the number to a suscide releif agency.... wow. and im going to hang out with claire this weekend because we had a lot of fun when we hung out before and we should do it again. nicole i think is doing good and im going to hang out with her this weekend. who knows. im excited, scared though because i know this will end, but for the time being, lets stay on this cloud 9 thing.
yar
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