i know you better than anyone else. that remains to be true.
i know what will happen today when i see you for the short few minutes.
well, there are 2 things that could happen, one of which i think will happen much more than the other.

opinion 1.
you will see me and start crying, you will hug me cry in my chest as you have done so many times before. i might start crying too. you will say your sorry for this and you dont want me to be sad about it. we will exchange things, and depart with an empty hole in our chest.

opinion 2.
you will see me, you will put a mask on and act strong while your heart and bones are breaking inside. you will act as though nothing has happened. we will not hug, we will exchange our gifts, yes, and you MIGHT say something worth saying but im still weary on that one. we will depart, with an empty hole in my heart and a temporary (spelled wrong) filling in your heart. you will hide the pain for what ever reason. i think this one has a far greater chance of happening than opinion 1.

i just want you to know, i know you better than you think. better than anyone else. and i can see right through your "walls".