boomerang

i swear, that metaphor was so right about the orbit thing. i come closer every day, then move back out. its an ongoing process. today i really thought i was over that hill. but like always, i got moved back onto the other side of the hill, to roll down it and lose any progress i had made. i wasnt lieing when i said "i wont compete for you. i dont compete. they can have you." thats what i told you. and as always, go for it. chase the fish, you will only come back.