rob thomas- someday

your damn right you wernt supposed to leave me. your also right that i wasnt supposed to hurt you. but is it ever right for someone to hurt someone else? damn straight. you got it right. i know what you were thinking so thats how i know you got it right. now, i know it has been a good 24 hours since this whole bomb exploded in our lives but as imsure for you, i already have thoughts about it. i am not trying to bring you back, no i will not do that. well i will, but i dont admit to it. i know your sad and as much as you deny it, i know you have had many thoughts of redoing this mess that has been caused. i want you back but i understand your departure. i know you dont want me to hurt you. i cant promise i wont hurt you again. actually, im waiting for you to have hurt me. can you hurt me? i think you, more than anyone can hurt me. my closest friend knows the exact knife used to break my skin. my skin is tougher than others. maybe not tougher, but it requires a different plan of attack to penetrate and you know just the plan to use. you have not used it yet, thank god, but ifeel that you will in the future.

i hate giving song lyrics as feelings, but this seems so perfect. the song is someday by rob thomas. here it goes. okay?

You can go

You can start all over again

You can try to find a way to make another day go by

You can hide

Hold all your feelings inside

You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

And maybe someday

We'll figure all this out

Try to put an end to all our doubt

Try to find a way to make things better now and

Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud

We'll be better off somehowSomeday

Now wait

And try to find another mistake

If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind

You can run, ohAnd when everything is over and done

You can shine a little light on everything around you

Man it's good to be someone

And maybe someday

We'll figure all this out

Try to put an end to all our doubt

Try to find a way to make things better now and

Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud

We'll be better off somehowSomeday

And I don't want to wait

I just want to know

I just want to hear you tell me so

Give it to me straight

Tell it to me slow

Cause maybe someday

We'll figure all this out

We'll put an end to all our doubt

Try to find a way to just feel better now and

Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud

We'll be better off somehow

Someday

Cause sometimes we don't really notice

Just how good it can get

So maybe we should start all over

Start all over again

so you can go on, with, or without me. i have found that i do not need you. as im sure you have found that you do not need me. i would rather have you in my life than not, but you can make up that decision. finally, for once, our fate is in your hands =]. do what you wish. you have my heart. you can crumble it up, smash it into a million pieces, or forget i ever handed it to you in the first place. as long as you have it.