lately, ive been using the term "i dont care" alot more often. usually im lieing but thats just the first initial feeling that comes to mind. im finding i dont care that your leaving. you want to hurt me? it takes alot more than that to hurt me. not that you would know, but im stronger than most people could possibly be. no, it doesnt hurt. and reguarding claire? not that i care if you believe me or not, claire and i dont have a "thing". after i read that i texted her saying "so claire, we have a thing now?" no, i dont like her, shes a person, as i wrote, that i like talking to. so no talking? haha im gonna miss your mom. by the way, next time a "thing" turns out between you and a guy, dont waste his time. eaither you are in it or your not. its a waste of time waiting for your little games to take form. but once again, anytime someone trys to hurry those thoughts and feeings, they will find 3 words. I DONT CARE. whats new....
lately, ive been using the term "i dont care" alot more often. usually im lieing but thats just the first initial feeling that comes to mind. im finding how much i do care about you leaving. but as alwas i fake it to everyone else even myself. fake it that i dont care, that i can be happy without you. its almost becomming reality having this shade of lies pass over my eyes completly. i may be seeing lies and deception, but i can feel it inside, the loss i have.
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