last night was so much fun. it showed me how, oddly enough, compatiable we are to some degree. i saw a side of you i have never seen before. sneaking me in was so fun. although it obviously didnt matter when your dad saw me on the couch, it was still funny how i had to "sneak" in and be all quiet. i saw a whole different side to you. cuddly to a point. much more than normal. just wanting to be with me. it was sweet. it really was. but here comes the problem. your well aware that my bestfriend and i are no longer friends. this has absolutly killed me. i sat outside your house for 5 minutes crying before i came in yesterday. what i just want to say is that i will not pick you over her. i want to show her that i will be different. i love that girl to no end and id rather just be her friend than go out with you. it sounds harsh but i know that if we dont go out, than we will be friends and i like that. remember, this is only if she actually takes me back to be her friend. i am dieing without being her friend and being able to see her. she makes my days great. i dont know if she will take me back, thats kind of the main question. wether she does or no, i wil live. it is impossible to die from an emotional break down. but i am heartbroken. although everything else you said was a lie, i know she means more to you than i do, that, is not a lie. she means more to me thananyoneofmyfriends. she doesnt know how much she is loved. between you and i.
dont change, i dont ask you to change for me, so dont change at all. your great the way you are.
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