Saturday, February 27, 2010

it cant be over... i wish that i could take it back. but its over

its finally been pulled. the block to make the tower fall. crumble. diminish. cease. your pushing me away because i keep trying. well im going to say i told you so when your in your room crying because im not trying anymore. i will stop trying. i dont kno why i am. fighting for an empty cause. trying to show you something. not sure what that is, but i am. well was.
i am in an arrogant mood towards this so this is how im feeling.
i dont need you. what will this change? a different place to eat lunch? not meeting you after 3rd? not texting you during 4th? all replaceable things. but one thing i know this will change is the mental map of my brain. sounds weird but when i say that, i think of those computer images of a brain and how it looks like light is flowing through the membrains. and i picture a black spot in the "love" corridoor (spelled wrong). thats what i think of

o well. what can i do now? nada, so why worry?

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