wts

d.g.a.f
is my initial reaction to that post. my real reaction is w.t.s. i love you too by the way. i know you are growing feelings for other people. its what puts me in bad moods after p.e. (if you havent noticed) i hate going to p.e now because of it. im not one to talk though, i realize that. but its the truth, that we all must embrace yet we all initiate ourselfs.
if something does grow of your thoughts for others, i hope it works out and they give you everything i couldnt. so 2 things pretty much. love (relationship sense) and a boyfriend. i will be devistated but i gotta stick to my guns and keep on truckin through. i cant tell you how much it hurts me just thinking about it. surely its nothing to what you have endured but its a significant ammount to me. our feelings are like a ocean tide. the tide comes in (your feelings) and the critters making nest on the shore will soon retreat (my feelings). then as your feelings subdue, the critters will make their way out on to the shore to get as close to the water as possible. hopefully one day our feelings will unite. i cant say for certain anymore wether that is a possibility. 5 days ago, i was certain the time would soon come. but not anymore. good luck to you chloe. i hope your dreams and necessities are fullfilled and you are once more, truely happy.
I love you,
William James Beaumont
w.t.s means wow this sucks