today was intresting. it showed me alot. not about YOU, but about myself. i hope you know i was planning on asking you out today. i was so sure. but i knew in the back of my mind that i had some second thoughts. and second thoughts on any commitment is never good. i drove home alone after dropping you off at your house and i couldnt come to grips of asking you out. i kept on second guessing it. i will not ask you out unless im sure. ugh i just dont know, i was so certain and then BAM, i lost track of where i was. i dont know if i will be able to get back to where i was.
OR, maybe i never knew where i was, i was just blinding myself from reality, or hiding my second thoughts. i do not know what my second thoughts are so dont ask. its just not 100% yet. im sorry, but that deadline, i dont know if it will be met. i hate this, more than i hate running into the curb =[
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