humbility

humbility-
1.not proud or arrogant; modest: to be humble although successful.
2.having a feeling of insignificance, inferiority, subservience, etc.: In the presence of so many world-famous writers I felt very humble.
3.low in rank, importance, status, quality, etc.; lowly: of humble origin; a humble home.
4.courteously respectful: In my humble opinion you are wrong.
5.low in height, level, etc.; small in size: a humble member of the galaxy.

humbility is something i lack greatly. i dont like who i am anymore. im not the boy i am at heart. i want to show people who i really am. i dont want to be the boy out on stage with the light on him that has to fake everything to impress the croud. i would like to be who i have always been until this year and that is a guy in the backround that is not boastful or arrogant but one you can always count on. i want to be the guy that doesnt have all the girls around him. i want to be the guy that people just know they can trust.
man, there was so much more to write about when i was thinking about it.
i just want to be humble, so i am going on a quest to change who i am to who i want to be. its not as easy as it sounds but i can make it happen i just have to think about it everyday.

well i found out that humbility is not an actual word, but you all know what i meant