first off. on friday when i said i couldnt come over, that was not because morgan couldnt. it just happened to be my timing in telling you. i asked my mom as we left simi high and she said no. then we got home, she laid down to take a nap and i wrote a note, took the keys and left.
secondly, i do not understand how you feel. purely because ive never had this happen to me. but i think the reason you are the one expierencing such an abundance of these feelings is because you hold specific qualities that enable you to have these feelings. you have major jelously feelings (not problems) that make you jealous when it wouldnt make other people jealous.
thirdly, neither i nor morgan want you to feel left out. im sure morgan tells you this too, "go find more friends, not replacements for us, just more friends." well i still stand by that.
i have only had to work for 1 friendship ever, thats because if the friendship is not easy then i walk away. i have that kind of mentality towards things. i sopose i will start to "work" at this friendship. although i want to work at it, i dont know how. if your thinking "dont go hang out with my friends" well then i dont want you to hang out with my friends eaither (morgan).... would that make sense? not really. then you might say, well ive known morgan longer, or if it wasnt for me than you and morgan would have never met eachother. when it all comes down to it, we are all friends, all alike.
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