addiction #1

i cant break this addiction
you break me down every noise you make
you will never let go me because you wont let go of the family
why cant i break you?
why do you always have to be there when i get home, when i walk up the stairs, when i talk to YOU?
you have consumed him
i do not want to meet you again, so i stray away from the man you have engulfed.
you are ripping the roots up from this tree that is gasping to survive.
you are ruining forests of trees just like my own. why are you so destructive yet so fullfilling?
i had my taste of you and man it was sweet, but it consumed yet another boy, taunting him everytime he walks into his room. no one can understand THIS addiction unless they have had it themselves.
i am trying to let go of you. i erased you, i stopped your consumption on my life, yet there will still be a piece of you there as long as you still have him.
to get rid of you i need to get rid of him, and him, and him, and them!