i no longer can so eaisly put trust in your hands. it was something i used to do without ease, without second thought. but not anymore. i dont know why its become so hard. well, id oknow actually, but i dont need to say it on here. its hard for me to trust you now. your so reluctant on not telling them. why? so, i did, i told them both. i wouldnt say it was in the nicest tone possible, but, i told them there was no hard feelings for the most part.
i wish we could take today back. honestly, i really do. but not much i can do now. even though we had an absolute wonderful time when we were together, it still sucks tht this is what we are left with. today was a mix between good things and bad things. i hope we ccan work out, i hope i hope i hope. i told my mom that today, getting in trouble was much worth it. that the little bit we fixed us was worth the punishment.
this is not something i will give up on. i thought it would be, but i was proven wrong.
im not sure what is in store for us, but i do know, as long as you match my effort, we will be just fine.
i love you chloe,
goodnight. i hope you had fun tonight.
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