back to square one. unsure, unhappy, unun depressed, looking towards the future, but not sure where to look. it seems there are three places to look right now. one of them seems gray, a little bit dark but only a little bit shiny. it seems that there is light at the end of it, but im not sure how far that actually is. it looks like i know this tunnel all too well. like i know every turn that will happen, every ditch that i will hit. i can see it all now, so familiar. down another seems shiny as all could be. but the ground! the ground has cracks and might faulter but if it doesnt faulter, the only thing that awaits is sun. a shiny sun, but this sun seems so different to me. i know what its like to be in the presence of the sun, just not THIS sun. down another is shiny, but it has this dull feeling to it. like something... something huge is missing. and of course, down another, seems dull black and dusty, but still, something is missing.
i just dont know what to do. one side seems so confusing and that so much work is needed to make it work, while the other side seems so easy. like there wont be any bumps. but i love the hard side. i love when there is the cracks in the sky with sun. i love it. i live FOR it. i live, to make it shine. and i live to let it free.
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