am i that terrible to see? i dont care. i just dont care if you trust me again. id love you too but i cant ask that much of you. i do just ask that you dont have a cold shoulder to me. im not trying to kiss you, im just trying to see you. i do anything i can to see you. purposly leave your bracelet at home. find the most random things so i can drive over there. driving on zero DTE the whole entire way, risking running out of gas. i guess i just have some plans of my own that i think youll be supprised with. i dont know if im being too positive about all this or not. i hope not. but we will see. you have suprised me so far, i wont be supprised if you suprise me with this too. 2 days down. not many to go.