prolonging.

lets see. im guessing that your thinking that you dont want to be friends with me anymore. HA, thats somewhat of what i have to say to that. now your probably saying, well ill show him! again, we have tried that in the past. if you honestly dont wish to be my friend, let me know, but i think any effort less than 110% is useless effort. not that i dont believe in you, thats just an educated guess based on the previous attempts to not be friends.

i wish we could do it how i planned. how i wanted to last wednesday. we were only going to break up until we got our problems figured out. i wouldnt not be talking to other girls like that, i hope you know. ive been tested in that department several times so far and each time i have proven myself that i can do it eaisly. i dont think you care about that anymore though. apparently your plans have far succeded mine. i think i speak for the both of us when i say that today killed me. i dont want another chance, for a chance is not what is needed. just a prolonging of the one i was already on.

i will see you tonight, and most likely cry as you most likely will do so when you get home. this doesnt have to be this way, this doesnt have to be this way.

you know that i want you to want me, you want to!
you know that i want you to want me, you want to!