can not be trusted?

you can not trust me. ive told you that for a while. ive told you that i lie, that i hurt people, that im rude and mean and again, dishonest. ive told most people that actually.
lieing. its something ive done forever. something ive grown comfortable with. i feel comfortable with it because, ive learned while living in my family, that if you like to keep the sanity, do anything and everything. that includes lieing. ive lied countless times, mostly though, to keep the peace in the house, or the relationship. there are those times where i have actually done something wrong and i have to lie about it. almost always though do i end up comming out about it somewhere down the line. but just like you, 2 of the 3 people that will read this, i am trying to not lie nearly as much. dont say its too late because its just the same for you. we all lie, dont tell yourself you dont because youd be doing so in the process.