i found out what it is. im done being treated this way. i dont want this to make you mad so if you can, please refrain from thinking angry thoughts. just be emotional about this and try to see this from MY side. but please dont get mad, it wont help anything. ive had people COME TO ME to tell me how poorly im being treated and its embarrassing. =/ i love you but i dont deserve to be treated this way. do you deserve what i did to you? not at all and i apologise greatly for that. i know that i dont want to be treated that way. i know that i want someone that makes me happy like you, but doesnt treat me like that. to be honest, i dont want a girlfriend right now anyway. not so i can go hook up with girls, but it just lifts alot of weight off my shoulders. im not interested in anyone else, i can promise you that. i still love you, and i still wish we could be together.
what are we now? im sure thats what your thinking.... do we ever know? no, so dont ask me this question. this question has defined the last 11 months. lets just be what ever the wind brings us.
i love you.
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