i like you. i enjoy being with you. i enjoy looking at you smile. i enjoy smiling with you. i like holding your hand that doesnt fit perfectly in mine. i like wrapping my arms arms around you when we are sitting on a couch. i love kissing you big cumfy lips ;). i love that i hate that i wait every second for you to reply. i hate that i feel like you only know part of me because i cant show you the other part. why cant i show you this side of me? the side of me that just wants to love and be cute and sweet? i just feel like you dont want that. i think that because of the signs you give me. unnoticed by you but documented by me, i take note of everything just trying to read you. its like youve seen a retracted side of me. i want to know what your thinkng. i want you to tell me what your thinking. i wanna tell you whats on my mind. what thoughts come to mind about you. i want to tell you how i feel about everything. i want you to ask me questions and make it seem like you want to get to know me more. cause thats all it seems i want to do with you. i think theres more to you than what your showing me. actually i know there is more. i just wish it was as easy for me to get out of you as it would be for you to get out of me.
i want to love someone again. its been far too long since ive felt love lingering in the air around me. i want to know that the person i say goodnight to will be the person to say goodmorning to me in the morning and mornings following. after listening to your sister tonight talk about her and her boyfriend, it made me miss the feeling of love that i havent had in a long time. i just want love again. i guess she was always right when she called me a hopeless romantic. to be honest, i dont think you really want the same right now. would i KILL for you to want that.... maybe not kill, but close to it. but if not. then shit happens and we move on. i just want to know what your feeling and thinking for once. so please, just let me know. ill be okay.
ill live.
i might not be in the best position for love right now, but bare with me cause all i need is someone to love.
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