i dont know what to do. your having so much fun without me in your life i almost dont want to have you back just so you can keep on having fun. well then theres the thought of, well chloe could bring me as her date and we could all have fun. but she doesnt want to bring me. why? she didnt really answer it completly, but it boils down to her just not wanting me there. (you have no idea how much that hurt me). so im stuck. i want you back, but there is so many things keeping me from having that. its eaither going to be all or nothing soon. i hate to say that but its true. i have a feeling it wont turn out well. why would you want me over all the fun your having?
we know what we have to do but refuse to do it.