i just want you

what to even say. so confused.
i want you out of my life, but at the same time, i still want you.
to be totally honest, there are alot of different ways i feel right now. all of these feelings have their own thing to say. i do know one thing though. i want you. no matter what i want you. but not this time. i wont throw my line for you to save me this time. i know we can work. it hurt me the other day when you agreed with me when i said we couldnt work. i know we can. but man. in 9 days it will be a year. amazing to think what can happen in one year. i dont know why you loved me like you did. i was never that great. i know why i loved you so much though. cause you stuck around. and i think when i hear that you are leaving or you like other guys that shows me that your leaving and it makes me not love you like i used to. i just want to behappy with you. i want to not have othr people in our lives. i want all my thoughts to be about you. i want to not even want to talk to other girls. i just want you chloe.



WHY ARE WE SO MEAN TO EACHOTHER! its like we purposly act different. like we are trying to be rude. i hate it. i just want it to be how it used to with us. like man, lets just throw our phones away and fall in love once more.