some day, maybe we will meet again

IM NOT SAYIN!
IM SORRY!
ONE DAY, MAYBE WE
WILL MEET AGAIN!!!

i cant wait to be old enough to be free.
i am seeing myself have more and more independence everyday. i am very excited to have a job. to be able to support my 16 year old needs will be very nice. one day, in the next 4 years, i will leave, for an extended period of time. i will break any relationship i am in, i will ignore any phonecalls/texts i get, i will hug my mom goodbye, leave a note for my friends, pack up the car, get some gas and just drive. drive to new limits, and surpass those and creat new ones. i will drive to those, and make new limits. wether i drive north to canada, or east to boston, i want to be free from this home of mine. i want to branch out on my own. expierence what we all feel we have missed out on. i dont want to have someone checking the side mirrors making sure i made my turn correctly. i dont want to be called because my mom isnt answering her phone. i would just like to leave and meet new people. that is something i have always been great at. striking up conversations with people i dont even know.

"some day, maybe we will meet again"
i dont want to feel i have to come home to see anyone because they miss me. i will tell everyone that someday, hopefully i will meet you again. i will cry, just like i am now, but its what i want so much. throughout my whole life, i have been put in charge, been a leader of people, had to take care of people, been the door mat for people and i am sick of it. no, it is not my time to be relinquished of these duties just yet, but some day, some day soon i hope.

some day soon