told ya

I KNEW IT! i told you from the begining i saw it. i told you. i told you. i told you so! believe me? never! ive been hurt, by my own medicine. let down is not a strong enough word to use in this position. but what can i say? i did the same thing to you so why shouldnt you do it to me? why shouldnt you make me feel the same loneliness, same emptyness, same worthlessness, same regret, same hate, same envy, same distrust to me? go for it. stab me, take your best shot. you cant hurt me. you cant even touch me. thats what i want you to think, so ill act like i dont care, like nothing has changed, but without even touching me, you have cut me into little pieces, you have brought me to my knees. you dont need to touch me to hurt me, you have some special powers that we both realize about eachother. i wish i could have you be mine but i cant. i cant because i would only be doing it to be greedy and selfish. i truely hope your happy. and that yuou get a guy that makes you happy and doesnt stop. i dont want to start talking about how great our friendship was because i dont want it to draw you back to me. i will save that masterpiece for another time. i feel like im over exaturating (spelled wrong) this situation, like i am over reacting. am i forseeing the future like i did only a little time ago? i dont know, this is how i am feeling though.
word,
definatley
absolutly
TO YO MOTHA!
love,
William