i want happiness. i cant make her happy for the shit of it. i know its not meant to be, there is just too much against it. her father, my family, my friends, there is no way it will work. i can feel the ending comming soon. instead of the light at the end of a tunnel, its like the tunnel is just starting. maybe im the only one seeing this. she says i make her happy but i know when someone is lieing and i have a feeling shes catching on to the failure too. but how could things end. with 3 words being said already, do we really mean it? and the actions we have commited.... how could i after that? its not something i want, i dont want to be without her. i feel like she knows its not meant to be but is tugging me along for the ride. why do i feel like shes not being 100% truthful to me when i ask her things? i dont know what to do anymore. we have been together for such a short period of time and things arent going well from what i see so how could it get much better. shes such a great girl for me but i kinda feel like president obama. he was given a great and awesome nation.... but this nation was in a time of devistation and people expect him to make things better in a snap of his fingers. it takes time, it takes two to tango as i always say. im trying, im asking and caring, but i need information. i cant make someone feel better without knowing what the problem is. its like a doctor trying to perscribe an antidote without knowing the poison. i just want help so i can help her. i want things to be easy.
i want things to work.
i want her to be happy.
i want US to be happy.
i want to eaither be the one for her.
or i dont want to waste my time
im happy with her when things are good.
i really want her.
i really want us.
i really want happiness.
dont we all?
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