goodbye.

death
16 years old. almost 17.
most would assume that id be scared, worried, and feel lonely. i think they are wrong
i would rather have myself die than a 30 year old, 40 year old, 20 year old. ive had a short life yes, but a good one. if anything, i think that after death there is more to it then just blackness. i think that some how, we are able to remember our life and the momories we had. being 30, you have twice as long to have bad memories, heartbreaks, and failure. what a bad thing to think of for eternity. being 16, what can my failures be? getting an F or a D? come on, thats no where near not paying bills, crime, or somthing like that.

im scared of death, not because of death itsself, but of the unknown after it. id give myself for almost anyone i know. im always willing to die. i feel like im the first to lay down and give up. why? im not sure. but im always willing to go.
to anyone that will miss me, i love you. i hope we had good times while we could.
love,
William James Beaumont